Τρίτη 12 Απριλίου 2016

Next to All the Dead People

I.
       I was to hang garlands from the lanterns and the walls in order to make the place look more lively. Mike had told me to do so. He was in the kitchen, talking to the chef. “No mistakes tonight, guys.”, I heard him say through the glass window. One of the features of our restaurant was a huge glass window looking into the kitchen from the dining hall. Our customers liked it. The chef not so much. If you could call a “chef” someone who spent most of his time being high from snorting coke. I wondered why Mike let a guy like him around knives. He never told me, even if we were a couple at the time.
        Mike was such an angry person. Angry all the time. About the bad food, the lazy waiters and pretty much everything else. He was passionate, though, and that was what saved our relationship for almost a year. I was the maitre d', if you could say that a place like Mike's Burgers really needed a maitre d'. Truth be told, I went to the interview to be a waitress, but the positions had already been filled. Mike didn't want to turn me away, -something tells me he had other plans for me on his mind- so he invented that position for his small-time restaurant. So I greeted the customers and showed them to their tables, really polite, being the best hostess I could be, and not a month later, I was sleeping with Mike. That's my story, but it's not what’s interesting for you.
Now, I know that saying these things will probably get me killed, but not telling you what I know is equally as bad as the alternative. As I was hanging the garlands, the first customers walked through the door and I rushed to greet them. The place looked really nice, classy and elegant and I was proud of myself. I'd made that happen.
-Good evening, everybody! Let me show you to your table.
A party of four had walked through the door. All men. All dressed kind of weird, now that I think about it. Suits, I think. But then again, if I was the maitre d' at Mike's Burgers, why wouldn't there be suited customers?
Mike usually expedited and was rarely out of the kitchen. But that night was different. “Linda fell sick”, Mike had told me when I arrived earlier that day. “What's wrong with her?” I asked partly fearing her husband had hit her again. “It's not what you think.” he reassured me. “She called and said she had the flu. That's all.” he said and kissed me on the forehead, as if he wanted to make me believe that things like domestic violence are far, far away and never happen to people like us.
Since Linda was sick, Mike decided to take her place as a waiter and something told me he wanted to keep an eye on the tables anyway. The suits ordered our specialite, the New Yorker, times four and sparkling water for the three of them. Only one ordered a beer and I realised that was unusual from the look he got from the other suits. Normally, at this point, more people would be coming in, but the minutes were ticking away in that big clock next to the “American Gothic” painting, and no one seemed to come through the door. As if Mike's Burgers were the gates of hell and only four brave heroes had dared to enter. But the suits were neither brave nor heroes. They were mercenaries.
“You got a minute?” Mike whispered. He did not want to be heard by the suits. I followed him into the pantry, thinking maybe he wanted to make out. How foolishly in love I was at the time... “Anyway, be careful tonight.”, he said in that deep, husky voice of his. “That's it? People might be coming in right now and there's no one out there to greet them!”, I protested. “They're not.” He sounded so sure of himself. “Just be careful, okay?” And again, that kiss on the forehead, making me think he was my father and I once again was scared from the monster under my bed.
But this time, the monster was not under my bed. It was just entering the restaurant. He came alone, as monsters often do. He had a kind of rugged look upon him and one of his eyes was red. Not very tall and not very muscular either. A lean figure, if anything. A big scar on his left hand, where he also missed a nail. Short white hair, almost bald, but didn't look old. I would say thirty-five to fourty but could as easily be fifty. Couldn't exactly put my finger to it.
“I want a table overlooking the street.”
“This way, sir. Follow me, if you will, please.
I wished my voice wasn't trembling and he couldn't smell the fear in the back of my neck. I showed him to his table and supplied him with a menu. I told him the waiter would be with him shortly and I walked away quickly, wanting to forget his haunting face. But I couldn't.
The bell rung again, putting me out of my disturbing thoughts. A woman around fifty-five walked in, short with long dark hair, along with a taller man in his thirties. Could have been her son, could have been her lover. Hard to tell. I could hear Mike's voice in my mind, judging her: “Another cougar with her boy toy.” Didn't agree, but I didn't voice my disagreement, either. I showed them to the table near the glass window. I found that women were more interested in seeing their food being prepared than men. Although I could be wrong, because the monster was looking a lot towards the kitchen, with his scary, red eye. He ordered a salad, two cheeseburgers, a hamburger, three sides of fries, two large cokes and our sweet of the day, a chocolate souffle. It made me wonder whether he was expecting company or he hadn't eaten for over a week. With someone like him, it wouldn't surprise me either way.
While he carefully started eating the souffle, and I say carefully meaning really slowly, the brunette and her “boy toy” ordered a salad and two glasses of red wine. They completely ignored the salad and dived right into the wine. The expensive kind, too. That really made me wonder. Expensive wine, suits and a monster had replaced our usual crowd of middle-class families and teenagers. What was going on to-
“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!”
Blood splatter all over the glass window from the kitchen side and the chef's deafening scream woke me up once again.
“The f*cking idiot cut his finger!” Mike said furiously. “I told him I didn't want any mistakes tonight!”
Everyone's heads turned to the kitchen and some customers even stood up to see what was happening and why there were people in the kitchen screaming and interrupting their quiet dinners. Not even the suits remained calm. The one with the beer stood up extremely fast and I think I saw him looking first to the monster and then towards the kitchen. I am not sure, however, because my attention was turned to the chef, too.
A few moments later, Mike came out of the kitchen and said with a kind of grave and taut voice: “There has been an accident in the kitchen. Our chef has been hurt. However, there is no reason to worry. An ambulance will be here any minute. You can continue your meal for free, or if you prefer, we are more than happy to reimburse you for the evening's unfortunate... um... incident.” I could hear the tremble in his voice. Ηe looked more afraid telling these people it's his fault their dinner was ruined than for his chef's luck.
I, on the other hand, turned out to be the lucky one of the night. Being the nearest to the exit, I could have escaped rather quickly when the shootings begun. Only I didn't.
As soon as Mike finished his speech, a gun appeared in the monster's hand, aiming at the kitchen. The bloody glass shattered into a million pieces, hurting the brunette that was sitting in front of it. Her younger companion took out two guns almost at the same time the suits took out theirs. The woman took cover under her table and Mike ran to the exit, completely forgetting about me, but didn't make it. A stray bullet hit him in the leg, right under his left knee. I was too shocked to move at the time. From what I could gather, the monster really wanted to kill the brunette, but her friend was doing a really good job at protecting her. The suits were a completely different story. In the beginning, they appeared to be helping the monster, but as soon as he signaled back-up from the street, they turned against him. One of them died from the young man's bullets and another one from the monster's. From now on, it was every man for himself.
The kitchen staff was desperately trying to hide, but the bullets caught up with them. Christie, Hank and Andy all died along with their chef. So much blood that day... I'll never forget it. Almost as bad as when I had my baby in a dirty basement. But that's another story.
A few moments later, the younger man took one to the head and fell over the mixture of broken glass, blood and uneaten salad. Red and green and his face, all smashed into one. The woman screamed in fear as the monster approached her as carefully as he had his chocolate souffle. She must have known her end was near. By that time, the suits had killed the monster's back-up and vice versa. Everybody had died but for the monster, the brunette, me and Mike, who was lying down in front of me, bleeding, but not yet dead. But the monster wasn't paying any attention to us. He was fixed on the woman's eyes that were pleading him to let her live. He didn't seem to cave in to her wishes though. With one hand he pushed violently the table that was protecting her and it smashed into the wall with one big crack that terrified me.
I suddenly realised what was happening. The monster wasn't looking at me. I could escape. Leave and never look back. Then I thought of Mike. Could I leave him there, wounded? But how could I save him, though? Impossible, I thought. And then the door opened wide with a loud bang. I hoped it was the police. That someone had called them. A bystander, perhaps. But it was not. It was Linda.
Blood was seeping from between her legs. One of her eyes was closed and swollen. She was bruised all over and her left shoulder was definitely out of place. “Help” she tried to say. “He's coming after me” but then she saw all the blood, and all the bodies and all the chaos and screamed. A single bullet to the head. That's what ended Linda's piercing scream forever.
Now I bet the monster regretted it. While he turned to the brunette once more, Linda's husband walked in. He saw her body and with a steel determination that any soldier would admire, he silently walked towards the monster. He picked up a chair and brought it down to his head. “No one hurts my Linda.” he uttered while the monster fell and never came back up again.
“But you”, I added.
He didn't say anything. He kissed Linda and was ready to move her. But no, I wasn't gonna let her rapist take her body and keep her at a pantry somewhere to rot.
“Leave her!” I yelled but he didn't even flinch. So I took the gun that was lying on the floor next to all the dead people and aimed it at him.
“I said, leave her!”
He glared at me, with the look of a person depraved enough to hurt me too, but I didn't care.
“Go away, little girl, or you'll end up dead, just like everyone else in here.”
But I wasn't a little girl anymore. I wasn't scared of the monster under my bed anymore. So I pulled the trigger. I pulled the f*cking trigger and nothing happened. No more bullets in the gun, apparently.
Did I mention that Mike was an angry guy? Angry as hell. He was bleeding and hurting a great deal, but that didn't stop him from stabbing Linda's rapist with one of the broken tables' legs. They both screamed in agony as the wooden leg pierced his heart from the back.
I looked the other way because I simply didn't want to see all of the blood in front of me. That's when I realised that the brunette was gone. I don't know how, she probably left from the back door which doesn't really make sense, considering the real danger for her was over.
Mike and I were the only ones still alive, I think, when the cops arrived a few minutes later. He ended up losing his leg and I ended up here, giving a statement to the police, physically unharmed, but emotionally damaged. I still remember today with every excruciatingly painful detail that made this the second worst day of my life.
Now could you please tell me why all these people decided to shoot each other in such a place like Mike's Burgers? Because I'm dying to know.
(The police officers looked at each other and said nothing).



By Sini

Κυριακή 13 Μαρτίου 2016

Φεβρουάριος

Στα χαρούμενα τραγούδια κλαις, στην ελπίδα διστάζεις
Τα ταξίδια τα φοβάσαι, αλλά δε γυρνάς πίσω πια.

Αλήθεια θέλω να μου πεις, πού χάνεσαι κάθε βράδυ;
Ξέρω ότι πίνεις
Ρουφάς την ψυχή σου περιμένοντας το επόμενο τρένο
Που τόσο σε τρομάζει μήπως και σε φέρει πίσω πάλι.

Πώς είναι να ακούς μια φωνή που έσβησε οριστικά για σένα
να σε σβήνει με τους λυγμούς της;
Πώς είναι όταν η πρώτη βροχή σε κάνει να πονάς;
Είναι τότε που θα σταματήσεις να μιλάς
Και μόνο τα μάτια σου θα δείχνουν πόσο ηττημένος είσαι
Τότε είναι που θα κάνεις το ταξίδι
φοβούμενος περισσότερο την απώλεια απ' την επιστροφή.

Μα πόσο έχασες την ελπίδα σου
Αυτήν που αρνιόσουν τόσο να πιστέψεις
Σε είδαν να μιλάς σε τυχαίους περαστικούς
Είχες δίκιο, μου είπαν, όταν τους έλεγες “Είναι ανώφελο!”

Ομολογώ ότι κι εγώ υπήρξα άδικος
Όμως μ' αρέσει τόσο το παιχνίδι αυτό·
να ανεβάζω και να ρίχνω αυτοκρατορίες
έτσι, μόνο με το πέρασμά μου...
Μόνο που υπάρχω.
Μ' αρέσει στις γιορτές των ανθρώπων να τους θυμίζω
πως δεν είναι γι' αυτούς το πανηγύρι
Να θυμίζω σε σένα, φίλε μου, μετά από καιρό,
ότι αυτή τη γιορτή την πέρασες αναμένοντας την επόμενη
Όταν θα ξανάρθω να σου πω πως
Δεν ήταν για σένα η ελπίδα, δεν είσαι εσύ για τις γιορτές
Και το ταξίδι που τόσο το φοβάσαι
Θα σε γυρίζει εδώ παντοτινά.

Έλα λοιπόν και μίλησέ μου.


Dimitri Chad (4th grade)

Σάββατο 12 Μαρτίου 2016

Good poetry

When writing good poetry, you have to use delicate words
blithe, dolour, welkin, temerarious
Go - look them up - memorize them and become poetry lords
If you know them already, look for extra meanings since I imply one of those- I am so audacious

My imagery can make you fly up to reach the sky and die
But rebirth awaits you because the poem is not finished yet
while a dove with its wings wide open embraces the snake and together they lie
And you remember that you have to beat God at the life bet.

"The author is not the speaker" but in this case they have one heart
The heart has a hand and a pencil to express
All the thoughts and feelings it has by creating art
A heritage that every single person knows its address.


~Xenitidou Panagiota

Πέμπτη 21 Ιανουαρίου 2016

Welcome to the Moonland

It’s a place among your fantasies
It’s the place where you can taste
The water of immortality
In this place you feel delightful
You sing along with the fullmoon
Liberated by your anxiety
Welcome to the Moonland
The light of the moon brings serenity to your heart
The beauty of the land enlightens your mind
The wandering stars inspire your soul
You are a step before reaching God


Jenny McLaf

Παρασκευή 15 Ιανουαρίου 2016

Vices

There is no such thing like a dinner with nothing
but chatter;
Viler happenings fill those crowded halls
of any rich man's mansion, instead.
Because when gluttony is quenched
with the roast flesh of lowly beings,
the virtues of lust haunt with their moans
the Red Silk Carpets.

Because when their hearts desire, nudity becomes the instrument
of night's orchestra
and as they entwine
they form the most exalting chord
Sin and lust and harlotry have replaced all piety
...for the praise of their lord
But no, no
Why would any of them become such a thing
as Christian?
Why would they, when they can gather in rituals
with women and men alike
with the heavenly melodies of Mozart's works
drinking the wine poured
upon each other's breasts
sniffing cocaine as much as they breathe.

As they lay there drunken and stoned
waiting for their life before due time to end
They take one last glimpse to what
they are born and die for;
the instincts of their nature.


Dimitri Chad

Πέμπτη 24 Δεκεμβρίου 2015

Πέμπτη 17 Δεκεμβρίου 2015

 i was knocking the door
patiently and calmly
but there was no sign
that you were here....

You might have gone to the sea
to enjoy the wonderful sun
or walked through the park
to watch children playing happily
with their colourful balls...

Where are you now?
Why am i not able to see you?
Did you want to run away
from the loneliness that you felt?


I hear your voice
I think you are bursting into tears
loudly and painfully
All you need is a hug
plenty of love and understanding


Please be happy
You should do it for your sake
My little friend
I would never want to hurt your feelings

Now we are really close to each other
and you are asking me why i was not by your side
'' i was foolish enough
to take care of your appearance
instead of your personal value".


I know my tears cannot remove your pain
but i can offer them with  my whole heart
Is there any hope of making it up to you?

Maria Magra
I am not going to describe only an event
That took a leading role in my life
But also a person who deeply affected it

When i was one years old
My cousin was born
Bringing plenty of happiness to my family
This girl is considered to be the sister
I have never had, as being an only child

Understanding my need of company
She was by my side and supported me
Warmly embracing me and giving hope
And security i was waiting for

Today, my heart is broken
And i cannot stop crying
As my boyfriend broke up with me
And he confessed he fells in love
With a really special girl

My hope flew away
And my rosy, romantic world
Was totally collapsed

My cousin invites me
To her lovely house
To cheer me up
She lightens candles,
She throws the red petals of rose
In the colourful carpet of living room
And she buys a bottle of white wine.

Suddenly, she decides to tell
Me the harsh truth
It was her that fell in love
With my ex-boyfriend,
Contributing to my unhappiness.
I wish i could forgive her!

Maria Magra

Haiku

  The lake is blue
Five children are drowning
  The wind does not stop
                  
                         By Mrs Ivashkov

ICE

You can freeze a tongue
with your icy taste
White and blue are the
colours that you took.
There is water inside you
in case they melt you.
Your coldness feels like
a knife to my soul
but deep down in the sun
your heart is full of warm.

                   By Mrs Ivashkov


Τετάρτη 16 Δεκεμβρίου 2015

Love Ruined

Oh my darling, your love is ruined!
Your flaming desires
Driven by the screaming thunders,
And the darkest fires,

Have selfishly poisoned
My lovelorn heart,
Keeping us together
By holding us apart.


(After William Blake's "The Sick Rose")


The Daydreamer

Best Meal

From the kitchen a delicious smell derived
So tasty and salty
The fresh fish were there so relishable
Waiting to be devoured.

Elena M.

OCEAN

The ocean's waves
his eyes bright blue
the kind you'll never forget.

The ocean sways
his eyes don't move
some choices you can't just regret.

The ocean goes
his eyes still fixed
inside her not so joyful mind.

The ocean's gone
the bright blue stayed
and if it's wrong, she doesn't mind.

Maggie

Oblivion

(After "Wild Nights,Wild Nights" by Emily Dickinson)

Precious Moments, Precious Moments
They should be
They should mean
Everything!

Relevant -the time-
To those precious moments
Affecting them
Changing them

In such a wonderful place
They travel the soul
But, oh -tonight-
They are lost!


Elena M.

Humanity

He is a slave
with blood on his dry hands
scratches on his rough knees
and dirt all over his tired face

and he believes in humanity
he believes in people
he believes in our world's improvement
he has faith in every single person he meets
that they will, all together, make this world a better place for those who are yet to come.

And you, daddy didn't buy you that dress you wanted
and you don't believe in people anymore.


Maggie

The Purple One

Necessary as water for the human body
Expensive like a diamond
Useful to keep things but
Also beautiful and fashionable
Hard to separate from you
Your heart contains all the good things
And they're all my things
You are my favourite one
You are my purple one!


Elena M.
Freaks come out at night 
like me 
girl too lost 
girls like me
empty roads and corners screaming your name
you're too gone
far too gone, far too soon
at empty roads and corners my memories lying..
you were lying 
I hold them close
I hold you close

Tears come out at night
when you're too gone 
far too gone, far too soon 
Freaks come out at night..
looking for you

Vassia B.

Τρίτη 15 Δεκεμβρίου 2015

Haiku

Hey look at the sky!
It's so great and full of stars.
Oh, I love summer!

F. Kar.

[The calm sea]

The sea sleeps

how can she sleep?

All has gone.


Maria Karl.

What Time Is It?

I'm a black handwatch with big gold numbers.
I live in a little white box and I show the time
to different people with different hands and
different reactions. I am made of steel and
I am resistant to water. I feel like man because
I make my owners excited, anxious, afraid, angry, disappointed.
I am full of stripes and holes and although they do not care about me
I embrace them with loyalty.


I am an old watch but beautiful, big, heavy and costly.

People usually admire me while they say in a humorous way:
“Time is money” 

Maria Karl.

The Word Friendship

The word friendship is priceless


refreshing and impressive, luxury of
mutual love, and savoring protection


full in the soul and feeling
like feather


tolerant skin
hurt, wounded, provoked into
trust, and loyalty


giving
and taking, smile and hug
of affection.

Maria Karl. (after The Word Plum by Helen Chasin)
Dear Grandpa,
yesterday on the way from Uni
back to home
I came across an old man
with white hair and friendly smile.
Just like you.
He was holding his granddaughter's hand.
The young lady had a barbie schoolbag
and was eating vanilla ice.
Just like me.
I'm not sure if it was real
or just my sorrow
living in a big city
all alone.
I only want meet new people
but I must be invisible for them.
With love,
G


Georgia N.

My Haiku

The Lake

The water is green.
The lake smells of decadence.
A black duck is seen.

Picking season

My Lavender fields
-in a sea of orange thyme-
wait to be Picked.

Dead Birds

The peony-red!
startled with shocking images
of dead birds and such...

Guilt

Homes smell of pie
Outside the rain washes
Away the guilt

By Sini

You Kill Time

You kill time. You
Like crime. You

Have a gun. You
Fight none. You

Eat bread. You 
Stay dead. You

Make Love. You 
Rise Above.

By Sini (after Gwendolyn Brooks' We Real Cool)

You are


Hundreds of thousands of mountains away 
you are 
Five thousands miles apart from my arms 
you are
Just a breath away from my heart
you are
As my dreams steal you away and 
you 
come in my bed each sleepless and cold night 

Yona

Eyes Of A Sorcerer


                                      Eyes;
                            Speak to me
                     Calm my frenzy heart
              Bring joy to an empty fountain
     Call for rain to cleanse our tainted years
                              Content 
                            May you be


Yona
(based on "A Christmas Tree" by William Burford)

Pasticcio

My mum's pasticcio is marvelous in my mouth.
The mincemeat's spices smell so great.
The long and leaky spaghettis are sliding in my throat, while the hot cheese is hanging.
The best is its hot and soft bechamel that's stuffing my mouth!


F. Kar.

Someone Beloved

My grandfather's face looks like a worn out 
book
My grandfather's face looks like a rose full of thorns
My grandfather's face looks like the moon when it's full
My grandfather's face looks like a pavement full of wholes.
How I miss you grandfather with your bright jokes.

My grandfather's face looks like the roots of a tired oak
My grandfather's face looks like the tide that engulfs the shore
My grandfather's face looks like the map of lands unknown 
My grandfather's face looks like the years that have all been gone.
He just knows how to be strong.

My grandfather's face looks like the most beautiful song!


Yona

The lilac notebook

My secret chamber
is the lilac notebook.
Its hard cover
like a sleepless guardian
keeps the well-locked remains
of a childhood drifted with the wind,
an adolescence like a curt lightning.
Its soft pages
with their nostalgic lavender scent
unfold the untold stories
of a girl too fragile
for the cruel world.
A girl whose shelter
will always be
the lilac notebook.

Maggie

Δευτέρα 14 Δεκεμβρίου 2015

Παρασκευή 11 Δεκεμβρίου 2015

"Waiting For You"

No one knows how you're feellin'.
They don't care about it, really.

You write "HELP" with your own blood,
but everyone thinks that you are mad.

'Cause no one cares about you, the way I do,
and I'm here, by your side, if you want me to.

By, LostInMemories